oh my.

i had a dream. and this was nothing like martin luther king jr's dream, bless his soul.
no, this dream was just plain scary. i was in croatia, and i forgot to pack like half of my stuff that i needed. including my laptop. and well, without my laptop i could not talk to my mom. and therefor i could not get all the things i needed.
and then no one understood english and everyone was speaking another language. and i know that it was supposed to be croatian, but lets face it, i cant very well dream of people speaking a language i dont know. so im pretty sure it was just gibberish. so there i was and i was so lost and i didnt know what to do with my life.

but the point of this is that it made me realize how unprepared i feel to go.
i suppose thats pretty normal, but it still freaks me out.
yeah.